Courtney J.
[Sitting at a table eating lunch, looking over some misc. papers]

 

Robert

I don’t know why you’re getting so nervous… You were accepted even before you applied.

Natalie

Ha… remember were talking about me here

Robert

You know I hate it when you try to be modest, stop worrying, you’ll get in, you just applied yesterday.

 

[Friends come to join Natalie and Robert at their table, Jacob sits beside Natalie]  

 

Robert

[Looks at Jacob with a sense of hatred, no one seems to notice]  

So party at my house tonight?

Jacob

Well only if you’ll be my date [Looks at Natalie]

Natalie

Well, I don’t know what’s in it for me? [Grabs Jacobs leg under the table]

Jacob

Ha umm… [Puts hand on Natalie’s to stop her]  

Kelly

Jacob can buy the alcohol…

Cam

Works for me

Robert

[Aggravated] Well, whatever the fuck works for you people, I’ll see you tonight at 10.

[Gets up and leaves]

 

[Natalie follows]

Natalie

[Grabs Robert’s arm]What was that?

Robert

[Takes his arm back]what was what? … Oh you mean that? Well excuse me mother! I promise I won’t swear around you and your new pet anymore.

Natalie

[Shocked]Excuse me?

 

 

 

Robert

[Rolls eyes] Your right Natalie excuse you, I am sorry that a lot of the time, my best friend’s a slut; I wish things could be different, but it’s just the way she is. Always hoping to get fucked by someone.

Natalie

Ha, o really? Well I’m sorry I have a best friend who still can’t get over his damn elementary crush on me. I’m also sorry that he can be such a dick, when he doesn’t get his own way. [Sad] And I can’t believe I have a best friend that would say such horrible things just make me feel insecure, but I like Jacob so as my best friend at least try to get to know him.

Robert

Why? It’s never gonna last and you know it, Nat I love you but I really think your graduating a virgin. You always play the game but never finish it.

Natalie

 Well I’m sorry that sex means something more to me

Robert

[Sarcastic & sadistic]Oh ow that hit something some sort of emotion o found it; sex doesn’t mean anything when you get it done with it’s almost somewhat of a joke. But whatever who cares, just know that I’m not gonna play nice with your “Jacob” unless you plan on having sex with him!

Natalie

Why do you have to be such a jerk? As my best friend I’d expect you to understand [tears up]

Robert

[Takes Natalie into his arms] Oh Nat, I’m sorry, you know I understand better then anyone. Let’s start over I’m sorry for being a jerk; you know I didn’t mean any of it. I’ll play nice with Jacob... I promise

Natalie

[Tears away from Rob and hits him] I hate you! You’re the only person who can make me so mad! But it’s fine.

Robert

[Laughs] That’s why I’m your best friend, and no matter how much you hate me, I’ll always be here.

 

  Robert’s Party

 

Jacob

You know you throw the best parties

Robert

[Rolls eyes] ya

Jacob

So… umm… I was thinking about asking Nat out, you know I think she likes me anyway so why not right?

 

 

 

Robert

[Takes a swig of his beer] and why are you telling me?

Jacob

Well... like… would you be okay with that?

Robert

[Raises an eyebrow] why the fuck would I care? Do what you want [walks away?]

Jacob walks to find Natalie, Robert watches from afar, Kelly stands in his view trying to get his attention, Robert looks at Kelly]

Robert

Can I help you?

[Kelly walks away disappointed, Natalie exits]

 

Darkness

Natalie

So this is what’s in it for you

Natalie

What? Jacob?

[Muffled struggle]

Natalie

Stop! [Screams]

[Muffled screams, elapsed time]

Natalie

You’ll thank me later

[Sobs and tears]

 

3 YEARS LATER

 

Robert

... No I think this one is perfect [holds up a ring]

Jacob

Oh yeah, looks the same as all the other ones, but I’m sure Natalie will love it

Robert

All the same… This one is just it’s … the one, and she’ll love it

Jacob

That’s great, it really is, I just hope she doesn’t say no or anything cause that’d be kinda funny

Robert

Ya me too, I think she’s ready, it’s been three years and you know what really happened that night, and she’s making progress

Jacob

Ya I do, ha remember when everyone thought it was me?

Robert

[Smirks] Ya, I kicked your ass that day

Jacob

Ha ya I still got a fractured rib because of you!

 

Robert

Sorry, had to make it look real, but I guess good things did come from it

Jacob

[Rolls eyes] Ya, I got a fractured rib from my best friend and now I’m helping him shop, speaking of, buy the ring and let’s go eat!

Robert

Oh shit, almost forgot, ya let’s go. Sharwarma?

 

 

Therapist

So how are you feeling today Natalie?

Natalie

Pretty good… I guess… I’ve been having some nightmares lately

Therapist

Okay, can you explain them to me?

Natalie

Constant flashbacks of the rape, my fear, and this constant voice “you’ll thank me later” the voice seems so familiar but so far away

Therapist

This is good Natalie, its good progress, you should be happy with how far you’ve come.

Natalie

I feel at times that yes I have come far but then I have another nightmare and feel I haven’t made any progress at all.

Therapist

You have come far and it helps to have people around to support and love you. Your greatest accomplishment was choosing to date again and if you can feel safe with him that’s all the progress you need at this point

Natalie

*Insert corny always been there line*

 

[Phone call]

Robert

 How was your session?

Natalie

It was good, wish I was with you instead

Robert

My life story

Natalie

[Laughs] She says I’m making progress but I don’t know, she has to say that, it’s what I’m paying her for.

Robert

Ha, don’t you mean what I’m paying her for? And your doing amazing. But enough about that. . . I have a surprise for you

Natalie

[Stern] No you don’t! Rob you know I hate surprises [breathing quickens] I can’t take-

Robert

Hey hey hey, Relax… okay no surprise, I’m sorry, I’ll see you at dinner, I love you don’t forget that

Natalie

Never do, love you too, and see you at 7

***

[Self-defense]

 

Coach

Same as last week, ready?

 

[Spar with each other]

 

Coach

Were gonna go through some reenactment.

 

[Grabs Natalie and pushes her against the wall]

 

Coach

This is what you get out of it

 

[Flashbacks]

 

Natalie

[Gasping for air] Stop!

Coach

NATALIE! Fight back [places hands around her throat to hold her tighter against wall]

Natalie

[Screams] No! Stop! Please…

Coach

You’ll thank me later!

[Anger ripples across Natalie’s face; she begins to fight back, releases herself]

Coach

See, look how easy that was [Natalie starts packing up] Here lets go again, today I want us to get rid of your vulnerability

Natalie

MY VULNERABILTY? ARE YOU CRACKED?  I’M DONE FOR THE DAY, I CAN’T DO THAT AGAIN, WHAT WE JUST DID, DIDN’T HELP ME AT ALL!

Coach

No Natalie I’m not, but I am the only person who is actually helping you, you’re going no where, you come far and then you put yourself back in the same place. Your weak and it’s disappointing, I don’t even know why you bother coming here.

Natalie

Cam! I don’t pay you for your opinion

Cam

Ha, no you don’t, I don’t know what you pay me for, cause you’re obviously not getting your moneys worth.

Natalie

Go screw yourself Cam!

 

Cam

Whatever Nat, best of luck, be safe, I’ll email you the numbers of some new trainers you can work with.

 

[Natalie leaves]

***

 

[Dinner]

 

Rob

How was self-defense?

Natalie

A waste of time! I don’t even wanna talk about it … How was your day?

Rob

Okay. . . [Takes Natalie hand] It was good we got some new investors and Melissa came by and apologized to Jacob, it was funny. Then we went to pick something out for the future.

Natalie

O Melissa’s back [smiles] why does he stay with her?

Rob

[Squeezes Natalie’s hand]Cause he loves her

Natalie

[Raises eyebrow] mhmm . . . what did you pick up

Rob

I got you a gift!

Natalie

[Smirks] Really? This seems like a surprise. .

Rob

No [grins] it’s a gift; Natalie I love you, I don’t see myself with anyone else, you make me smile everyday. I always knew you were the one for me, from the first time I saw you and then knowing I couldn’t have you, it made me love you so much more. You are the strongest person I’ve ever met and if I can’t have you, I won’t have anyone else.

Natalie

[Tears in eyes] I’m not going anywhere . . .

Rob

[Places finger to his mouth] Natalie I love you, will you make me even happier then I am now and marry me?

Natalie

[Crying] ya [gets up to hold Rob] of course

 

2 YEARS LATER

 

[Phone call]

Natalie

It’s my birthday and your not here!

Rob

You have a birthday next year; I’ll be at that one

 

Natalie

Really, okay well I’m just gonna go out, see some old friends

Rob

You don’t have friends

Natalie

I’m hanging up now

Rob

I’ll be there later; I’m picking up your gift

Natalie

Yet another surprise

Rob

You’ll thank me later

 

 

[Flashbacks]

Natalie

No No! NOOOOOO!

[Flashbacks “you’ll thank me later]

[Tears, screams of agony]

 It all makes too much sense, oh my god what have I done?

AHHH!!!!!

[Stops crying stands up tall]

***

Rob

Something doesn’t feel right

Jacob

What do you mean?

Rob

She wouldn’t just hang up

Jacob

What’d you say?

Rob

You’ll thank me later

Jacob

FUCK! You idiot, 5 years and you slip up now?  You can’t go home

Rob

What I have to go home, I have to explain

Jacob

Are you fucked? This is something you need to realize your wife is crazy… I know you try to look past it but she is not stable, she will kill you

Rob

No she won’t she trusts me and I can get though to her

Jacob

SHE’S CRAZY! Trusts you? She’s been trusting you on the basis of a lie

Rob

A lie we used to protect her, she’ll understand, she’s better now


Jacob


She’s not Rob, we’ll call the clinic and we’ll get someone to pick her up, I can’t let you go home

[Pushes and punches Jacob, gets in car drives away]

 

[Opens door and locks it]

Rob

Natalie?

[Glass shattered all around, things thrown out of place]

 

Rob

[Walking cautiously around the room] Nat?

[Things come falling down the stairs]

[Jokily] Nat, I know you wanted to renovate but I didn’t think this is what you had in mind

Natalie

[Comes down the stairs, bat in hand]

Hand in mind? Well you seemed to have rape in your mind

Rob

[Watches her face, searching for a weakness] Nat, I never-

Natalie

What? Never thought I’d find out?

Rob

Relax and let me explain

Natalie

EXPLAIN? EXPLAIN WHAT THAT YOU’VE BEEN LYING TO ME MY WHOLE LIFE? [Takes a swing at Robert, Robert swiftly avoids]

Rob

NATALIE! Calm down!

Natalie

YOU RUINED MY LIFE AND NOW I’M GONNA END YOURS

Rob

I didn’t ruin anything! [Avoids another swing from Natalie] Nat you’re very sick, please calm down

Natalie

SICK? YOU MADE ME THIS WAY! [Starts throwing things at Rob]

Rob

No Nat, I didn’t [avoids projectile objects] I never raped you

Natalie

Oh this again, I know I was raped and it was you, it could only be you, I’ll thank you later? For what ruining my life

[Knocks Rob over and starts hitting him]

Rob

You made it up! You’re partially delusional; you have been for your whole life, even before I knew you!

[Natalie screams, grabs a blunt object and begins beating Robert up, Robert refuses to fight back. Jacob kicks open door pulls Natalie off of Robert and holds her]

Rob

Jacob! Let her go, she’s just upset

Jacob

[Struggles with Natalie] No, she’s sick and we need to get her to the hospital, I’m sorry Rob but I can’t let you do this to yourself anymore.[Natalie screams and continues to try and escape, Jacob trips her, gets her on her back and straddles her to keep her from moving, Robert gets up]

Rob

Natalie, just stop struggling

Jacob

Ya, I don’t wanna hurt you

[Natalie continues to struggle]

Rob

You have to understand your sick and you were doing so well until that last party. You’re partially delusional meaning that it rarely happens but when it does it is bad.

Natalie

Would you just own up to raping me! Such a coward [takes a swing at Jacob] you followed me into that dark room, took advantage and lied to me!

Jacob

No Natalie he didn’t, you told me you were going to the bathroom and you’d be right back, Robert then came over to make sure you were okay and then about ten minutes later, we heard you screaming

Natalie

That’s nice; you even had Jacob help you with a back story!

Rob

No! Remember Natalie, just think, I know you try to avoid remembering it but remember Natalie, if I had raped you, I could never do that to you, I love you.

Jacob

Natalie, we both do, but its time for you to go get some real help, we’ve tried for the past five years but we’ve done all we can [Natalie stops struggling]

Natalie

[Tears streaming down her face, Jacob gets off Natalie] No, I’m fine, I do regular things, I got married, I have a job and I’m making progress. Robert you know, I’m not sick. [Robert goes over to Natalie picks her up and just holds her]

Robert

[glances at Jacob] Your right, you’re not sick, I love you and it’s going to be okay

Natalie

Robert? Promise me something…

Robert

Anything

Natalie

Don’t let me go

Robert

Never.


Natalie was delusional and when she was alone and in claustrophobic situations her mind would wander to horrible thoughts and imaginations. But as time went on and every time all those who helped Natalie wanted to tell her the truth she would relapse showing them that she wasn't ready. And what started out as protection slower turned into the worst idea. 

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